this time last year i was having the time of my life. i was in my last semester of high school, i had the most amazing friends and life couldn't get better. i spent my days and nights with my friends. we had game nights, spent most weekends at the bowling alley midnight bowling, and our nights were spent at starlight circle and drinking starbucks at the santee town center by the Christmas tree. my friends were the most amazing people in the world. i literally spent all of my time with them. i was gonna go to prom with polo rodriguez but that fell through. i liked him and he didn't like me. that's not why we didn't go together. it's a really long story but he was constantly lying to me and getting into trouble so i told him we shouldn't go together. he got pissed at me and i lost one of my "best friends". i really thought he was a best friend to me but i was definitely wrong. so we stopped talking. then i graduated from high school. i decided to go to SDSU and finished my first semester there in december with one A and two Bs. i was really excited about that. i spent my summer hanging out with my best friends amanda and martha. i went to highland a lot to visit brandon and kendra. brandon got a job in santa cruz as a youth pastor and the moved up there in september. kendra is pregnant again. It's a girl and she's due Jan. 13th! only 12 more days. we went up there for thanksgiving this year since brandon and kendra couldn't come down here. i also went up in august with my mom, bethany, roxanne and amber to visit bunny and chris. that was a lot of fun. for my birthday (19!) i got my ear pierced with bethany in a really weird place. it hurt a lot but it's getting a little better. we got that done on the 18th. on the 19th we went out to eat at california pizza kitchen then to see the nutcracker ballet. it was me, bethany, mom, dad, roxanne, amber, vanessa, sean and my grandparents. it was really good. then on monday me, amanda, martha, and michelle bruner went to disneyland. it was so much fun! we came up with nicknames and nicknames for our nicknames. lol. so i'm muffin or fin, martha is cup cake or cups, michelle is poptart or pop and amanda is ginger snaps or snaps. we love them. hehe. the sunday after christmas i went with my mom up to santa cruz to have christmas with brandon and kendra. we stayed at bunny and chris' house and spent time with all of them. we came home on wednesday (new years eve). for new years eve i went out to dinner with amber, ness, sean, rachel and roxanne for ambers birthday. then martha came over to my house and we watched a movie. we were pathetic and fell sleep at like 1120. in november i went to see the twilight movie for martha's birthday. i wasn't excited about it at all... i was actually kind of dreading it. but the movie was amazing and couldn't wait to start reading the books. so i started the first one on my birthday. martha gave it to my as a birthday present. i finished it like the day after christmas or something. then deborah and justin gave me the second one for my birthday and i finished reading that on new years eve. my parents got me the box set of all four and i started the third one today. they're really good! i love jacob. i think i like him more than edward. lol. martha thinks i'm crazy but right now jacob has my heart :) . amanda and i decided to rush a christian sorority at SDSU. we were accepted and started the pledging process. but it was too much time. i wasn't as committed to my prior commitments as i was before and i wasn't spending enough time on school. so i decided to not pledge and amanda made the same decision. i miss it a lot and sometimes wish i didn't drop out but then i remember how much work it was and how i was neglecting my other friends and my family, then i remember that it wasn't worth it to me. plus it was expensive. lol. but its a memory i'll always have and something special i got to share with amanda.
so now i'm ready to start my second semester at SDSU. last semester i took math (it was credit no credit and i got credit), communications (i got a b), psychology (i got a b), and english (i got an a). this semester i'll be taking math, english, discovering the bible, and sociology. amanda bender and martha dolan are my best friends. if i'm not spending time with my family i'm with them. i've also been hanging out with amber vanessa and sean a lot more. they're amazing. i'm still going to foothillls christian church and love it. sarah sheldon is my mentor. we've only met once but im really excited about what i can learn from her. i'm really excited for this year and to see what it brings. as for the boy area, i'm confused. lol. nothing new. i havn't seen david labahn in about 3 weeks and i don't feel like i like him anymore. martha says that once i see him it'll all come back. so i guess we'll just see what happens. but i've heard he likes someone, not me of course. so i think that kinda helped me get over it and it wasn't as hard to hear as i thought it would be. i honestly thought i'd be crushed and that it would take forever to recover from. but it's been ok. i think it's been good that i havn't seen him in a while. then i've been thinking about jon ulloa a lot. i see him at church every week and he says hi to me but it's nothing more than that. so it's just a little crush and most likely won't develope into anything more which i'm fine with. i never hang out with him even at church.
so yeah. i can't wait for this year and to see what it brings. hopefully it'll top last year! which i think it will seeing as i have a new niece on the way, amazing friends and a wonderful family! i am truly blessed!
